My Apology

I sometimes wish the past could change. 
My actions were at times quite strange
Some of which I much regret 
And would as soon rather forget.

But from mistakes I often learn
That good and bad must come in turn
And I should savor every hour 
And make the best of things turned sour.

Another night another day, 
Problems pass, solutions stay 
(Sometimes it works the other way, 
My luck be it as it may, 
I used think the dawn would only bring
More painful memories and endless suffering.)

However, as I dreamt one night 
A revelation came into sight:
My past and present were the sum 
Of everything I had become. 
To change the past would likely be 
To change my own identity. 
I, therefore, needed to accept 
Every past action of every step 
That makes me who I really am: 
Your friend, Philippe, an imperfect man.